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temasek poly; junior yr.
pharmaceutical sci! :D :D

SHORT,and happy with it.(: loud.
laughs at every single little thing.
chocolates,donuts and icecream make her smile like a kuku!:P
loves her one,and only
and oh, i am anti-veggies. ty (:
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Friday, July 27, 2007
I don't know if you know, but human emotion is littered with flavors.
Flavors so palpable that we can (literallly) taste them on the tip of our tongues.
Actually, we all, as people, kind of create our own little flavors to life.
I mean, who, other than yourself, can taste the sweat of bitter defeat after a lost game?
Or, perhaps, the taste of saliva when you're passing by the mall's sweet shop?
It's these little cilantro, basil, oregano-like spices that our emotions love to treat us with. It's nice to know that our bodies are watching out for ourselves.


Sadly, the taste can get too poignant.
Who can explain the taste of those nostalgic, Friday night, salty and sour, pillow-destined tears? It's far beyond description. I guess salty and sour are the closest words we can relate them too.


As far as I know, this taste of life in my mouth isn't going away anytime soon.


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It's been 6years,so where are you? Y






i aint okay.at least not for now.
been kinda quiet lately. haiz.
i hate who ive became,too. =(






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yesterday; 26/07/07


rifle maintenance.

only a few ncos turned up.lyke wth?
argh.ahh anyway,it was bloody tiring.
cos we had to finish sand-ing and,paint all the rifles.
for the goh squad.just in a few hours? bontot aku la.
anyway,we kinda did it. I GUESS.dun really know.lol
sand until fed up.had fun with thee gerls. ha
and straightaway go to my datuk's kenduri.


imagine man.i stink lyke what lyke that.
not forgettin i was wearin bloody pe and shorts! argh!
at least the food was yummmeh! (: hahaha
interacted wit some of my sedare-s. blabla.
go home.rush thru hwks.TONS of them,i tell u.phft LA
was f-up. stressed.



today; friday,27/07/07
goh training.
bloody hell tiring.a hell of a torture.
today was the ferst ever training in which i was
super vulgar as all da werds come out one after
the another.cos was downright pissed.
cmon laa tell me,who isnt pissed man?
just imagine man,uve a bloody mark5 in ur right hand.
and you have to march nonstop.redo-ing the same
routine over and OVER again.i seriously felt
lyke giving up at one of the time. but oh wth man.
HORMAT WAS THE SHIT,I TELL YOU.
i was shivering almost,the whole time. im fugging weak.damn
lyke bloody hell la,we just need motivation man!
why cant you ppl give us a compliment or two?
COS WE BLOODY HELL IMPROVE LA CN. aargh
imagine man.hands aching,tired out,
stressed cos being pressured by cis and to-s.
simply no energy.its gd enough i dint faint. HA weakling. lol
definitely a torture man.shant forget this training.
not ever.NEVER! lol


tmr ncos going Flag Day! yaye.
ferst time do sey,of course excited. hahaha
can slack and stuffs and uhm..lol
finally,tmr we can take a break la! :D



I wish my parents could see me for what I am.
instead of what I didn't become.

tired.zzz.

need need sleep. (: heh

i told you,im so over you.

maiifaezahusnaiin Y



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Saturday, July 07, 2007

^edited new pic.
yay me. nth to do anyway.
wana keep my mind off some things,too. heh


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i couldnt believe i broke down THAT bad ytd.
how bloody humiliating cn it get?
URGH. damn you ain. fishcake la.
dun't wana talk bout that already. sigh


today goh training was okay.
hurt some of my fingers,but well thats nth really.
so am i still upset? i really dont know what to say.
i guess all i do is to get used to all..this?
don't worry,my friends,im gona be okay.
im sure of that (:



Sometimes it's hard to put your feelings into words.


JAR-RAAD.
best friend. fuyo. haha!
that lil weirdo :D




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Thursday, July 05, 2007
tomorrow's gona be a big,BIG day fer da
9th student council. excos,to be exact.
but it'll just be another tearful day for me.


ill never show how sad or weak i am.
i promise not to cry,at least not that bad tmr.
&& im sorry if i do.cos sometimes,its easier said than done.
i cant believe im breaking down,before the day even came.

i felt totally hopelessly betrayed.
by my so called,BEST friends.
only God knows how much it hurts.
haiz.



i tell myself,im still gona be okay.
dont you bring me down today.



:(


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