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temasek poly; junior yr.
pharmaceutical sci! :D :D

SHORT,and happy with it.(: loud.
laughs at every single little thing.
chocolates,donuts and icecream make her smile like a kuku!:P
loves her one,and only
and oh, i am anti-veggies. ty (:
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Friday, August 31, 2007
if only i could be as drop-dead gorgeous as her.






; then life wouldnt have to hurt so bad.


xoxo


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Monday, August 27, 2007
okay fine.
only god knows how much i hate myself sometimes.
the freaking things that i do and say.

and ill promise myself,i shall never ever
freak out and break down lyke that again.
esp not infront of my fellow juniors.
sometimes,i really wonder what made me resort
to those kind of drastic actions or behaviour.
just like i say,i really hate myself for this. argh!
and yes,ill lighten up.anywaay,just left with banner
and small lil details of the gifts(:

only god knows how much i ADORE the sec2s=)
w/o them,ill simply crumble into pieces and yea.
thanks so so much la! cnt do it w/o u ppl! :D

ahh anyways,studies are stressing me up.
real,REAL bad la. lyke i get a single shit on puregeog!
or not to mention,most 'lovable' subj ever, CHEM!las
finding time to really really study.needa work hard fer mye.
cnt imagine hw much of a slacker i am right now.
fishcaake. phfft. arghh.

loser.i may be one,but im not going to give
in so easily anyway. & ill show you that il be able to do it.
thats fer sure!


ahhh lastly,GET WELL SOON SUSU! :D
hahahaa.miss her in anp la.ohwell.


i shall lighten up,and stop worrying so much.
and start enjoying life as it is :D



ps;i gt almost knocked down by a motorcycle this morning.
by an inch okay! and i gt traumatic fer a few mins.
seriously. suddenly,i thought bout death. what a morning huh.(:



I'm tired, cynical and broken,
but wiserheavy with a sense of resentment
but I used to be so much different
I used to have so much faith


xoxo


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Sunday, August 26, 2007
yes,apparently my new blogskin shows everything.
the very fact of my DRACO-OBSESSION starts again.
and my close friends will tug & pull at my hair just
to make all the babblings stop.tough luck then guys!(X

the skin aint that nice. but im not that picky.
as long as heees there,i cant complain can i? (:
except the fact that,hes FACELESS! lol ahh wadever.
just 2 days away. & i frequently ask myself whether
im able to meet the stupid dateline.

apart of me says 'yes',while the other has simply given
up on it.
i guess,all i can do now is to just try my very best.
and prays that all would ends well =)


anywaay,i better get going.
supposed to meet sam at wlds lib in an hour's time!
study study.grumbles. what else eh?(:



ps; apparently,only I read my blog these days.
haha,pathetic sey.maybe bestfriend was right.
i am a loser. lol boo me.


xoxo


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Friday, August 24, 2007
cause im fed-up.& stressed.
bout the lovely teachers day banner.
bestfriend and su told me not to be so work
out and so stressed out over it.

but seriously,i just can't help it!
this is so me. (:

but anyway somehow i broke down during recess,
just wasnt in the mood. so many things happen.
and i just couldnt contain it in me anymore.
yea,i guess ive become more aggresive now.
i dont want to be this way too you know.
ahh.bugger. haiz wadever, you guys wont get it anyway.

dearest cousin is in hospital. oh so worried for him.
have been wanting to visit him these few days.
but didnt had da chance to thanks to coming home
late.afternoon lessons and anp stuffs.
im worried sick on how hes doing now.haiz
i just hope its not too late. cos..i dun wana regret anymore.

and chestpains have been bloody hell common
these few days. im havin it right now too.
and yes,it sucks to be in so much pain and yet
you still have to pretend as if everythings alright
to your beloved friends, cos yea.

and things at home have not been going well
too fine either. just another world war 3 fr me.
everyday,its just typical. getting used to all
these fights,shoutings and criticisms being thrown
at me one after another.

so tell me,how the hell do u expect to pretend
as if everythings just fine?
and i really admire some of my friends' lives.
not so much worrying,carefree,able to get as much
money as they want to. and many more.
it gets on my nerve sometimes on how
pathetic i really am. my whole life that is.

and its fugging irritating that its my laptop yet
it doesnt seem to be mine at all.
cos im only able to use it at certain times and
am limited until only 9pm. -_- yea.screw life.

so ppl as me where do i wana go after sec sch.
well,guess wad? i don have much of a choice.
either way,ill have to work in order to conitnuing my studies.

yes.fugging life.
i hate me. screw me.

-ive just gave up on my love life.
yes,just like that.

=(


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