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temasek poly; junior yr.
pharmaceutical sci! :D :D

SHORT,and happy with it.(: loud.
laughs at every single little thing.
chocolates,donuts and icecream make her smile like a kuku!:P
loves her one,and only
and oh, i am anti-veggies. ty (:
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Saturday, February 28, 2009
& when you're with your friends,you dont even rmb
tht i exist. and you expect me to feel sorry for you?

im sorry,but ive had enough.


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guess what?
ytd morning,i woke up a black left-eye and told mum
tht someone must have punched me while i was slping. she laughed_-
den this morning wen i woke up,it got even worse like WOAAH
kanasai lah can. and she ask me to go to the doc. cos its super
swollen and stuffs. GRAHHH! & im super sure i didnt punch myself!:X
i prayy that i can go to religious cls tmr! dint went last week,was sick.tsk
and yes,the eye FREAKING HURTS,big biggg time):
and im supposed to take passport pics fer my poly application!HOW!?)':

and thts not the only thing thts bothering me,
the fact tht i just gotten my period ytd sucks. why;cos $#!^@ cramps!
cudnt sleep the whole night of ytd. just closed my eyes,hoping
by some kind of shitty miracle i could doze off or sth. gah.
and yeah,it still hurts now.Panadol Menstrual,pls work your magic now!:)

later making choc chip muffins,thee ones tht i made fer rahimi,
years ago,fer my sis' boyfriend's lil bro who's getting married tday.lol
mum sorta forced me to do so,so yeah. LOLLLL




& i just visited Fushan FC's blogg after so long,
and find tht the transformation is uberrr cool :D

and OHYA!
on tues,going gym (PLUS SHOPPING!:D) with MiiRA:]
just tht i still havent decide which gym to go to.
want go far,farrrr away one. hehe.
ohwell,give me suggestions guys? :D






okay now i wana put cucumber slices on my eye or sth,
and praaays that it'll stop swelling,and returns to its
beautiful,natural form. ahem! heh. :D



cos i see the perfect sky's torn,


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Sunday, February 22, 2009
one of the pics fr ytd's outingg with beloved cousins:D
went to makan at Manhattan at ps:]

i miss manhattan! my super awesome crewmates;esp PEIYING:)
fav manager;Ralph!(who gave me 3 FREE starters! ytd whn we came;] )
he gave us Fried Coutry Mushrooms,fries & Sizzling Louisiana Prawns!*jumps!*
which cost freakingg ALOT. HE ROCKS LAH CAN. hahaha
& i also miss the forever irritating customers. lol

anyway,i had a blast ytd,
esp cos its been damn long since we've met up:))
and yeah,im so going to the gym with Mira soooon!:DD

im still nt okay,hoho.


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awesome quotes n story
Saturday, February 21, 2009

some quotes & a story tht i found awesome:)

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go,
things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right.
You believe less so eventually you learn to trust no one but yourself.
And sometimes, good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

Life doesn't give you the people you want,
it gives you the people you need.
To help you, to hurt you, to love you, to leave you,
and to make you the person you are meant to be.

The One That Deserves You The Most,
Is The One Who Thinks He Doesnt


A farmer had some puppies he needed to sell.
He painted a sign advertising the 4 pups, and set about
nailing it to a post on the edge of his yard.
As he was driving the last nail into the post, he felt tug on his overalls.
He looked down into the eyes of a little boy."Mister," he said,
"I want to buy one of your puppies.""Well," said the farmer,
as he rubbed the sweat of the back of his neck,
"these puppies come from fine parents and cost a good deal of money.
"The boy dropped his head for a moment. Then reaching deep into his
pocket,he pulled out a handful of change and held it up to the farmer.
"I'vegot thirty-nine cents. Is that enough to take a look?"
"Sure," said the farmer. And with that he let out a whistle.
"Here Dolly!" he called.Out from the doghouse and down ramp ran
Dolly followed by four little balls of fur.

The little boy pressed his face against the chain link fence.
His eyes danced with delight. As the dogs made their way to the fence,
the little boy noticed something else stirring inside the doghouse.
Slowly another little ball appeared, this one noticeably smaller.
Down the ramp it slid. Then in a awkward manner, the little pup
began hobbling toward the others, doing its best to catch up....
"I want that one," the little boy said, pointing to the runt.T
he farmer knelt down at the boy's side and said,
"Son, you don't want that puppy. He will never be able to run and play
with you like these other dogs would.
"With that the little boy stepped back from the fence, reached down,
and began rolling up one leg of his trousers.

In doing so he revealed a steel brace running down both sides of
his leg attaching itself to a specially made shoe.Looking back up at the farmer,
he said, "You see sir, I don't run too well myself, and he will need
someone who understands."With tears in his eyes, the farmer reached down
and picked up the little pup. Holding it carefully he handed it to the little
boy."How much?" asked the little boy.
"No charge," answered the farmer, "There's no charge for love."

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Friday, February 20, 2009
CURSE MY FUCKING BRO AND SIS.
THEY SUCK SHITTY TIME. LYKE FUCK LIKE THT.
EVERYTHINGS JUST MY FUCKING FAULT.

I SHOULDNT EVEN LIVE IN THIS FUCKING WORLD.
WHAT A FUCKED UP LYFE.


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Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i slept at 4am freaking plus,ytd night.
cos my heart was burning and felt as it was being ripped out,
and my head was spinning lyke theres no tmr.
yes,pain was all tht i could feel ytd night. truly sucks.
but i tahan-ed,and God willing,i feel much,much better now.
thus i woke up kinda late todayy. gahh
didnt do much cept fer play Fashion Dash&Turbo Fiesta(:
and so much happen today,too. sighh
i wish things will get better soon,to my family.
God willing,He will be able to protect us fr any evil.

and sigh,
to dwarfclan; most prob,i cant make it to cx's bday celebration
on weds. cos yeah,things aint exactly going fine here.
i truly am regretful fer not being able to go on tht day):
one of da presents is with me! ill pass it to u guys soon alright:D


my head still hurts,throbbing lyke thrs no tmr.
ill always be praying tht ill be fine,soon.


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Friday, February 13, 2009
i hate my fuckign bro.
nobody gets me. the kind of shit im going through.
all they are is bout their damn health and self.
im just a fucking paperdoll in this house.
times like this is when i dont even wana live anymore.
cos it hurts,even when i breathe.

i tried so hard,to forget him,to forget what happened.
i dont give a damn tht i dun have exactly a perfect family.
but i cant take it anymore,the way you ppl treat me.
just because i dun have a bloody house n money to feed myself,
doesnt mean that i dont fucking deserved to be treated lyke a person,a human.
guess what? ive ENOUGH.

tell me how long more can i last.

dont tell me what or who to believe anymore.
you guys just care bout yourselves.



i wish im dead,right now..


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Thursday, February 12, 2009
i miss my long,looooong hair):
but i miss whom I used to be the most.



cos nothing last forever.


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Thursday, February 05, 2009
& somehow,im seriously regretting going to tp.
cos ive practically no friends thr,and wht more
ive to take 3 freaking buses to get there! URGHH

i hate myself. period.


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Sunday, February 01, 2009
going to Pharmaceutical sci,tp. woo? haha.
pretty satisfied bout da results i guess (:
but i doubt tht any of my frens is going thr,so yeah):
so now im jobless,once again,staying at home.
and am so goin to turn insane soooooooooooon:X

and i wana learn how to a teeny bit of makeup-ing. HA
perhaps learn to apply shades of eyeshadow,n thts bout it?hmm.
ohwell,since i got nth better to do at home neway,why nt? (:
but who am i kidding,i hardly pass on applying eyeliner,HAHA.
omg,im a born loser. lol



&& this is 123456789'th time im changing my link,
and ive a million reasons in doing so.
yes,URGH! is thee werd.




just aint fate(between us),i guess):
enough said -


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