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temasek poly; junior yr.
pharmaceutical sci! :D :D

SHORT,and happy with it.(: loud.
laughs at every single little thing.
chocolates,donuts and icecream make her smile like a kuku!:P
loves her one,and only
and oh, i am anti-veggies. ty (:
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Sunday, March 30, 2008

alright, im gonna kill myself if im in love again.
like wth lar. whatever happens to the pledge
that i made erm a few months ago? lol

ohwell, times like this.
i truly hate myself. HA [:




can i see possibly see you again? :)


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Saturday, March 29, 2008

HAHA, GO AHEAD AND LAUGH!
cos im doing the very same thing,too! lol
alrite,was just going thru memory lane back in fav year '05.
i seriously miss my centre-parting fringe man. haha!
and its so freaking obvious i DONT knw how to play the guitar.
look at the way i hold it la. but nw i knw alil,okay! :]


i just simply miss those times.
when i hardly have ANY worries at all la.
biggest worries was perhaps; whr to eat after sch tht ends at 1? gr.
now,aiyo. lifes a bitch la. enough said. hahaha.




am trying to upload a super funny vid tht i took of dan and cr.
but argh,having a hard time uploading. grr.
perhaps,ill try again tmr? heh




i miss those times we had together.
i truly do. 9th ytsc && 22nd ncos are LOVE!
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we looked super irritating i know! LOL :D


was bored in the train :)



aha,I SEE MIRRORS! hahaha


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no,i wasnt emo-ing. i was resting.
my legs were dropping,okay! lol :)


they are my love, and will always be :]


today- 29 march 08

had flag day for npcc. fer sjab association thingy [:
groupmates; SAM,pe ah,kak pah and umang2!
went to orchard. walked fr there all the way to bugis! LOL
we power and damn enthu, i know! haha :)
but so many other schs also thr so yeah,our tins were pretty light ):
but whatever la,we had tons of fun neway! crapping,
dancing in the mrt and laughing our asses off! ;D
n thanks PE AH for the bubble tea! :)) heh



we were late,got condemned. bla bla.
whatever la eh. i dont give a damn. lol=)


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after parade. gt shoooed out.
but we stayed in np room fer awhile neway. lol
all sorta emo and depressed. haha.


GOH grp pic; informal! :)


FORMAL! ((:
(and yes,im obviously the shortest at the front thr_-)


yesterday, SPEECH DAY '08 -

ate with darling bffs at BK. had tons of fun lar :)
den fall in,blabla. self train. parade started early.
so we rushed to wear our uniform,eat den get ready to form up.
just a freaking twist to it,weather wasnt very good. ALMOST rained.
suddenly changed to wet-weather programme. like wtf la.
reason? -lightning risk. like WTFOMGLA! seriously man.
whos not pissed i ask you? grr,but yeah. whtever la. its over neway.



so wet weather was obviously damn boring and stupid.
i was standing thr,wishing i was dead or sth.
the sqd was seriously depressed and stuffs. black faces all.
after all,it WAS our last parade. sad? yeah,no werds could describe
our disappointment and the effort we put in all of the practises.
but ohwell,it was pretty corrupted and stuffs so yeah.
forget bout it la ah? dont wana brood over it alr (:


sucky thing is the way the chers treat the ug ppl.
we were shooed out n have to get out of sch by 6.30.
i gt shooed out personally by *ahem* several times.
cos i was still in part of my ug uniform so yeah.
but whatever la. i stayed back fer council anyway. who cares?lol


and i cried at it-room 2. gah,dont ask why.
long story. just so embarrassing i broke down in front of my juniors=X



zhen mum sent me home. n thts bout it :)






ps; i finally got my staff rank! :DDD
(eventho its out of sympathy_-)
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tuesday -

our very LAST goh training fer speech day.
it was super tiring and it can be seen from the above pictures :]
had loads of fun laughing and crapping with pe ah at mac (:
and not forgetting valerie also! ha


thts about it.
and im reeeally tired.
perhaps,i shall take a nap :)

bye!

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Good Friday! :)
Sunday, March 23, 2008

i aint a camwhore,thank you :]
(my cousin spoiler laaaa. LOL)


i love this lift oh so much!-cos thrs mirrors! heh :)



there was no one,so yeah.
duh. here we are. wooo! [:



my loves!
nur - nad [:



go ahead,sue me. -i was bored=)


shes the one-camwhoring.
i just so happened to be thr :)


this picture rocks. wana knw why?
cos i think i looked super funny la! lol


alrrite ah. at escalator also can take pic. lol!


again! :DD



was daydreaming. as usual.
like i always do :) keke



pics of Good Friday la sey (:
was supposed to be kicking balls at jelutung.
but changed of plans-went shopping instead,with the girls. heh
bout the boys,we shall meet soon too alrite? [:
perhaps location is sentosa but other details dunola. lol
too lazy to update so yeah. may the pics tell the story,yeah? :DDD

still have many many hwks left. grr
wana knw something?
im super glad that im over him :)
cos love's all bullshit, my loves.

really la!
i sweeeeear la sey. heh




and reezal's the most irritating irritant in the world!




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Friday, March 21, 2008

-my loves [:
(not in picture; aidil & youwei!)

FYI:cameraman was mr melvin tay! ha =D



so,ytd was the sec4s official LAST duty for ptr. (sobs!)
we went super hiong and stuffs like that.
damn funny la,and we kept squabbling and all. LOL
i seriously love them to bits la :)

mariah and yw kept fighting with each other.
aidil kept talking very very LOUD. ha
sam kept forgetting the things tht she wanted to say _-
im the one who's always asking yw to shut up. lol
yifei is the official peace keeper amongst us. =)
man ting is the listener. duh. haha
jarratt wasnt in the picture so yeah. nvm tht.


anyway,i look like a really small kid in the pic _-

random but yeah.
didnt knw im tht small! lol




ill blog sooon!
gonna kick some balls at jelutung park later! :DD


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Wednesday, March 12, 2008
sigh, dont ask why. i doubt i knw why myself.
im super super super down.


i neeed a hug! ):




jsut so you know,i still do love you.


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Monday, March 10, 2008

aha,vids during sam's bday celebration la! :DDDDDD

(and pls dont mind my super irritating voice!=X)



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celebrating sam's sweeeeeet 16! :)



birthday cakee tht i BAKED just fer sam (:
omg,i know im sweeeet la. just say it man! HA :D
i thought it tasted OKAY only la. deco's nice tho. lol
took me all night man to do it,but worth it la ah=)


took right after we got out of the freezing cold water (:
i looked like a little kid la ah. enough said. lol


sam posing with her sweeet 16 present!
from her darling bffs,but of course! heh :DDD


OPENING THE BOX! =D


at sentosa toilet thr.still kinda wet but yeah [ :


emo-ing at vivo?anything la ah. lol






nth to do at vivo. so take pics lor. lol :)

in the morning;

went to school. self study thingy. 8-1pm.
but left at 11 cos needa go sentosa celebrate sam bday mah. heh
just told mshowe tht i got a gathering and she let me off :)
but i needa pay back the 2hrs on other days,bt of course_-
passed the guitar to zhen,practically ran back home to change,
take the rest of the presents and stuffs. in the RAIN. lol
then ran out again to meet zhen at khatib. go to vivo-sentosa=)
ladeda,& carrying the friggin box was seriously pissing me off! LOL
cos ppl were staring as if i was carrying a dead body or sth?like wth?lol


in the afternoon(sorta);

ferst time in 3 years since i went to sentosa.so yeah.
was pretty fascinated by thee MONORAIL. like woooo! haha! (:
reached sentosa-took tram to siloso beach! laughed ass off with zhen. :D
began digging the sand hiding sam's presents.like dogs lidat la.
freaking idiotic but fun la cos we were laughing at each other. LOL
then the other 2 came,asked sam to dig at a specific place. see if she can
find her presents or not. ended up the 4 of us digging in the sand cos zhen
and i forgot where we put THE OTHER present. HAHA! so dumb man!=)
we found it neway! thanks to cx's luck. i guess. lol


so ended up giving her the guitar,big big card,magnet and
abu & family box which i know she adore OH SO MUCH! [ :
i know you love me la sam! cos after all,im thee organiser! heh
and ohya! not forgetting the cake la sey! :)


so after the sand thingy,played in the water fer some quite time.
talked bout some stuffs mostly bout GUYS,duh. lol
confessions and stuffs like tht.ah i sure miss those times :)
swam arnd,laughed our asses off,splashed water all shit,
then finally got out of the water when this grp of guys went into
the water and started to get near us. and one waved to cx. hah
he even asked cx fer her no. and we were like "no,she gt bf.canot!" lol
bffs protective of each other,but of course! hahaha.


washed up,went to vivo,walked arnd (was freeezing man!) cos
apparently i only brought an extra shirt and THTS IT.
call me dumb,whtever la eh. i forgot right! lol
sam blanja-ed us SECRET RECIPE. i ate fish&chips.
damn filling!wooo.cut her cake there also.
and the bellboy there is super cute la,think i left my heart thr.lol

he looks like david. but cuter in a malay verson :)




anyhoo,ill update the vids which i took thr soon!
jsut you wait oh dearest readers (:


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den walked arnd somemore.
blabla. talked crap in the mrt.
home sweeeeet home!=)



am feeling real sick right now. very very bad fever and cold.
i so should have brought my jacket just now la! grrr ):
ate 2 panadols of actifast alr. apparently not working. lol
and temperature's rising. like nobodys business la! ):
but ohwell,i shall revise a lil on chem and then sleep.

cos i need all the rest for tmr self study shit.
gah,oh well. i better make use of the time neway (:
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its know its super super early la,
but anyway HAPPY SWEEEET 16 SAMANTHACHUA! :DDD
may you have a wonderful life journey ahead of you and bt
of course i knw you will definitely get 6pts fer your o levels!
cx,yz and i would always love you,no matter how retarded you are :)


the four of us.
bffs for now. and ever.


bestfriends are like forever.
guys are like what ever.

(:
-and ohya! just now,chinrong called from cambodia.
n asked me to fetch him fr airport tmr at 11.57pm.
LIKE WOAAAAH. lol see how la ah. haha!

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Sunday, March 09, 2008




pictures from previous' post (:
ferst pic; danial's cookies n cream ICECREAM CAKE! :D
2nd & 3rd pics; was bored to death during the bumboat ride=)

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civil defence course thingy for sec1s-

beloved sec1s (:

real case scenarios,fire thingy. lol


ahhh,everything was alright i guess.cis mas and rahimi were thr also.
walked around alot(lol),listened to the people there talk,there were
some hands-on thingys also(8basic knots?chicken!hah),got free
goodie bags la(with a poassport=X),got to be in a room with real fire
and all,then one part they are able to use this water spray thingy
and morris and duno who sprayed at peah and i.and we were
SOAKING WET LA omg.and they were laughing at me.bloody hell. lol
lucky got one kind soul(sec1) give me tissue paper. haha (:


got some other schools there also. but no hot guys la. LOL
and wen we counted tht somehow some of our cadets are missing,
we panicked and some stupid MATS were kacauing us saying,
'oh hor,kan dah hilang.' = 'or hor,see now they're lost'_-
i felt like slapping their faces to shut up but nvm. i was nice. haha
and weather was terrible man.freaking mr sun.hate him since sec1!lol
then went on this pathetic ride,the fire brigade thingy la to rescue ppl tht one.
went up to until arnd 5 storeys high?okay la.not scary but yeah,nvm.lol
he promised us tht we'll see the graveyards! but i didnt! idiot. HA


and OHYA! this sec4 nccdcc guy thought i was the CI!
when rahimi was sitting just next to me. like WAHSEH.
aiseyman,i look like a CI ah! HAHAHA. alrrite ah brother (:
tht awesome-guy sure made my day :DD lol
then sing in bus somemore. sec1s were too tired.
so ended up ncos entertain ourselves(and them!).[:


we sing2,reach school,scold them. blabla usual stuffs la ah.
zhihao dismissed the 3 of us. LOL pathetic but fun!
went home. alone. dont ask why. lol

anyhoo,i truly love my sec1 ncos la [:
we truly rock la.when the sec1s dint want to go fer the stupid ride,
we volunteered ourselves! and we're super sporting la can!hah (:
laughed my ass off on alot of stuffs thre (like kakpah's 'clsmate'
whose name is LANGIT = SKY) like wth? hahahaha!
so yeah,bottomline is; sec1s ncos are obviously LOVE! (:


went home,slept until this morning. LOL
i know,i was shocked too!ha not pig ah,but damn exhausted i guess.heh
alrrite ah,i gtg run along now.




needa plan some stuffs fer tmr. (sam's bday celebration!)
i love you guys who read my blog,tho you NEVER tag! :D



i shall post again.
later then. (:


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super super super down ):
Friday, March 07, 2008

-candid. by SAMANTHACHUA (:

anyway am feeling super super super down today.


perhaps cos of ytd's conversation? gah,iono la.
all i knw tht his words really do hurt bad.
its like hurling,tugging at the core of my heart.
i mean,you DONT have to tell me tht right?
just because i seem emotionless most of the time,doesnt mean
i dont have any. that im just a friggin zombie on this planet Earth.
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tried to pretend as if nothing happened,the night before.
smiled,laughed. for danial's sake cos its his sweeet 16.
and i had to remind myself a million times;it comes once in a lifetime.
and it just MIGHT be the last birthday ill be giving him present (n all).
thus,i couldnt be any happier whn i saw THAT look on his face
when we surprised him with the many2 presents and icecream cake!=)
(which i painstakingly bring school to maan.urgh! hahah)
the look was definitely priceless. and seriously,he deserves it all (:

^and i pray tht you'll be able to get her alrite? :)
make me proud,lil bro=D (tho you're older than me now=X)

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heritage thingy at singapore river was okay.
usual stuffs.rode the bumboats,talked alot,got lost at raffles(blame dan!),
got 6bucks fr cher to buy lunch,ate with sy,dan,khair(: n george,
slacked at marina sq,ate 2 icecreams! (people blanja.heh),
laughed ass off with shuyan,laughed at dan,slept in bus.
tho i was super down,i still tried damn hard to carry out my duty as a
facilitator well and made sure tht the sec2s had an awesome time thr:D
im sure they had laa,and grp4-2/2 and grp3-2/3 is LOVE [:

and i still cant get over the fact tht sy thought the parliament house
thingy was a mosque! and asked me why dan didnt want to go there(fri prayers).

HAHAHAHAHA!

i almost cried laughing la eh (:

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reached school,some shits happened.
couldnt really hide my feelings well,there and then.
but yeah,whatever la eh. who ever had cared bout her?
my mood stank so much tht i seriously feel like beating up
those idiots who caused bamboo to be like tht. like urgh!
but yeah,its stupid. cos im so freaking small. ended up talking.
thats all. and giving them that DIRTY LOOKS which they deserve.hoho!
seriously la,try breaking her heart and ill break your face man :D

im so small,fugly and naive.
i cant help but to stop and laugh at myself sometimes.
its hilarious how such a weird earthling managed to live so long
in this notso-awesome planet,called beloved Earth.

awwwh,cmon. think bout it! lol


AHHHH NEWAY,

HAPPY S-WEEEEET 16 DEAREST BRO!

-MD DANIAL BIN MD YUNOS :D

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when i think of you,
i dont know what to do.
i miss you like crazy,
every minute of everyday
even more than words can say.



Somewhere along the way,
I made my biggest mistake; I trusted you.



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Tuesday, March 04, 2008

wooo. 4 of us! FINALLY (:


awwwh,michelle so rock la=)


my so-called 'studying partner'.
since both of us have to come back during hols. lol


sleeeeeepy shuyan! (:


bestfriends fr 8 years!
still going strong! :D

bambooooo.PUNK!
look like lil kid lah OKAY. hah!
and im not a fairy or whtever u call it=X
monitresss! hahah.
i like his shirt la. damn nice. LOL
even dan agrees with me. woo!

UMANG2! irritating la she.
took so many shots. gahhh.
i still like THIS one tho! ;D

KAK PAH is so loved.
eng class is,too! (:

*thumbs up!*
hah,our signature move.wadever you call it.
ps.he's NO eyes! HAHAHA (:

sam,the idiot with 'im with idiot' shirt.
irritating ass. woo! lol
random random!


sweeeeeet weiqi.
classmates fr 2/5 till now! heh

aidil (foolscape!) and yifeeeeei!


victoria! she rocks my socks la can!=)

AWWWH,AIDIL SMILED LA SEY! LOL

rmb? ;2005 no-u day

this year no u day! (:

gays at work. look at danial's face!
*laugh ass off!* lol
bestfriend, dan!

cr,bestfriend!








YANZHEN! WOOOO! (:


dan trying to smile _-


dan posing with his irritating lil nemo=X
hahaha. (:


pe ah! fought with her just to take pic.
irritating la she! lol
but she still rocks la ah (:


mama merilyn! heh =D
she prettaye la sey!


alrite too lazy to blog ah.heh
may the pictures tell the story eh? (:

had fun neway!
wooo (:



(minus the stupid + pathetic lessons we had.urgh!)



bye people!



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