was wearing my pumps.bored.

found my cats too cute la.so take pic.haha! :)

work. aka kendarat at bukit panjang.
and yes,it was suppperr far! :D && it was my 2nd time on the lrt! lol
made new friends,with da rest;hajar,ain,ain,helmi,ayu.the rest idk.hah
yes,so there were like 3 ains altogether?like wth?! lol
and its so freaking irritating wen nur aka my COUSIN keep irritating us
by calling our names and pretending to be calling the others.kanasai=)
i think overall it would be FUN and okay. minus the bad stuffs.
and theeey are ;



no1.the place was very,verry far. we were lost. lol
no2.the food arrive super,goddamn late. the ppl were cursing us and all.
even the vips!lol all we cn do is smile! haha. gah.
no3.wen the food came,no jugs,not enough water and food la.
aiya,in other words the catering simply SUCKS.and once again,
we were scolded by the people AGAIN.my cuz was mouthing the f werd
to me wenever she pass by me and i was laughing like hell.
and yes,i was sweating, and cursing under my breath as well.GRR! haha.


it was a ferst time for me to carry those large,heavy plates.
so yea,experience la ah.i can carry alot of dirty plates at once okay!:)
and dint i tell u,my bloody pumps were WAY too huge that i had to stuff
tissues in it so my shoe would not be left behind and all! embarassing.haha
and bcos of dat,my feet was seriously bruised.not forgetting,feel like breaking.lol


ahh.after a few of unhappiness,sweating like nobodys business,
and enjoying da view of the some of the hot guys there,we FINALLY
got to eat(the food stinks.lol) and then receive money(not much.DONT ask.haha)
and send us to yishun mrt in this super small and crammy van.
which carries almost all of us.and i swear,i was suffering from suffocation! LOL
but overall,it was fun but seriously tiring and a job well done! (:
went home only at arnd 12 plus.gt nagged at by mother. (duh.heh)

put some yokoyoko at my feet and went to slp at 1 plus.


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28 October 2007,sunday.

Newbalance 10km run.
i woke up at 5am.which means i slept fer only 4 hours.bloody hell.
need to reach sch by 6am.which also means ill be bloody late as
my ferst bus here is only at 5.45am. =X like wth right?!
so i had no choice but to take da bloody taxi.(which is double charge,mind you!)
i swear i was almost crying in the taxi cos no1,ive no money and no2,
ive forgotten da sch's wonderful address.hahaha! but ah nvm.
reached sch at arnd 6.05.dan called me.and msgoh gave me a very weird look
and say 'auntie,can walk faster or not!?' and i was just ignoring her. lol
i was seriously i swear my fever was killing me and flu was an irritant!
i so wanted to tell msgoh,tht i couldnt take it and i dint even want to come in
ferst place but haiz.well i came and its all for her. awwwh i know. lol



then 2nd person best to tell was danial.but ah dint do it.cos i know
he'll complain to msgoh && stop me from running and ahhh no fun! :D lol
so i was on the verge of tears wen i reached da foyer(god knows why,when im
sick its jus tlike tht! lol) told wendy hwin tht i couldnt really take it cos
i was having fever and my job.and she understands. heh :)



so in da bus,i secretly cried again.for wht reason i think its bcos the bus
was getting awfully too cold and my flu and fever was downright killing me.
i wanted to tell somebody,but ah there wasnt really anybody there i really
wanted to talk to. so sigh,ate the chocolate(msgoh gave each us one:D) and fell asleep.
was awoken by msgoh and blabla.reached.walked a few more then we reached
the starting point. started to wear our chip thingy on our feet and tag on shirt.(:
and bloody hell la my tag was a junior MEN's and NOT a junior WOMEN's.
i was so pissed yet it really cracked up some of da rest there including dan.grr! haha
heres da pic; hahahaha!
M= men. lol
















ps; GREEN is for guys. girls' is yellow in colour.
so yeah,seriously i was the blooody odd one out.felt so weird=X


and my fever was killing me but i still didnt tell anyone.
arggh i dont know why i was damn stubborn. like seriously. lol
so ran ferst with vivien but after arnd the ferst or 2 km,she couldnt really
take it so i just jogged on my own.i was swearing at the fast runners(LOL),
at the sun and at my own super heart not able to take it. i kept telling myself
that 10km is seriously a no joke.that i coudnt take it and all.but i still carried on.
despite my aching body from previous job,lil amt of sleep,bloody fever
and flu and all.i jogged,walked,ran and jogged somemore.
and to came to a point when i coudnt take it any more.i was finding a motivation
to push me to go on further.my eyes was only slightly open.and the blaring sun
was all i could see.heat was seriously killing me.i thought i was dying la.hah



tht was when you appeared.i could just suddenly envisage you in mind head,
so clearly,you cheering me on that i could do it if i were to put my mind in it.
and i did,with you in my head,i was trying my best,i ran.jogged. all at the same time.
at 5km,met sharon and continued with her.she cheered me on,too!:)
we had ; road 7km,sand 1km, trail 1km and runway 1km.
the sand was the hardest cos i kept sinking in and argh,part of my motivation
at tht point was this old man(old enough to be my ah pa.lol) who was running
at the sand part,whereas i was slowly walking catching my breath. i was like WOAH.
and yeah,i held my head high and just went on.despite of my sickening chest pain
that was worse than ever.i endured it.i shut off my mind of the pain tht i was facing.
instead,i was facing on finishing the race.by all means.


i thought i almst died at some times but argh dats only wen i look at the ground.
i guess thats not such a gd thing to do but yea. so i ran and almost give up
at the 8-9km part cos i couldnt even continue jogging but thankGOD sharon,
was motivating me and yeah,i just jogged not caring bout wth i look and all.lol
i seriously love her.wen i saw the finishing point,the feeling was so great,
ahh no werds could describe it! seriously,only in order to feel it,you have
to do it yourself.no,for REAL! heh. and yeah,both of us came at a timing of
1h30mins.which is freaking AWESOME for me cos well i cant even run.rmb?lol
so yeah.1okm = 1h30mins. great achievement. despite my aching legs(from job.lol),and
idiotic sickness,i managed to go through it all.and its all bcos i believed dat i could do it!
and tht now i really believe tht its for real,this sentence;

its all in the mind. :)


we were dropped off at pasir ris.like so bloody far lar can!lol

so i was really bored so i decided to make full use of my new phone.heh
i know im kinda bad but aiya doubt they'll ever read my blog also.

and it'll really help if you,my DEAREST reader(s) dont tell those

who appeared here in my beloved blog. =) lol

you know who la eh they. hahaha

she sat next to me so yeah duh.lol =)

sigh,and now im really,reeeealy in the mood and and motivated to just chiong
in my preparation for my olevels.no,and ive never been this serious! hehe.
and ahh i needa go now. will put up more photos soon!


=)



sigh,i love 3e5.despite me being the loner. lol









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