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Thursday, November 29, 2007
psssst! this is my 160th entry! (:ha. just a..well. fyi for you reader(s). lol yaye,im here again! like duh,where else can i go? :D so i have been coughing my ass off like one ahpek=X for the past few hours. eh no,past few days is more seems like it. strepsils? nah,doesnt work. and speaking of WORK, i severely need to earn money and get my ass to the doctor.pronto! or ill end up in the hospital bed earlier than i expect it to be.HA and and my shoulders (blade?) are aching ever so badly. tried massaging it myself but to no avail. i dont even how to actually. LOL but yoko yoko is my H E R O.yes.now it feels so amazingly cooling(: did i mention how much i LOVE dearest VICKS for giving me a wonderful sleeep ytd which i would nt be able to have thanks to this oh so wonderful cough of mine(= i love my superduper long and haphazard fringe and i know im gna badly miss it once the hols are over cos prison life will be BACK. ha and the prison warrens(aka unoewho)will be screaming at me to cut my BELOVED fringe. i know its messy la,but like it got disturb or '=P' to anyone like tht. LOL && once my 'O's are over,(which is not going to be soon,sad to say) im gna give it some highlights and show it to THEM. in your face(s)! haha im random,i know but im sure you're used to it by now [: yesterday, 28 November 2007. sc day. or yt-op day. whichever you prefer (: met up at 7.00 friggin am. with Kristina from op. went to East Coast with her,Ku and Mat Nor(?). felt freaking uncomfortable being squashed up at the back seat with two guys.but the ride's free!so im not complaining!=) and not to mention,im da only yishun town sc there. but it was okay,cos the guys are friggin hilarious. period :D went there,made basha.ku made most of them. i helped. by giving him my moral support. HA mat nor was pathetic cos he was chasing his balloons arnd(go wind! hah) then shubaa and gang came. they walked arnd. blabla. then aidil finally came with his pathetic,punctured bicycle-_- went with him to buy some Macdonald meals and to repair his bike(sorta la). wahseh,spent 1 hour waiting la. kanasai! hahaha thank god,we met the guy(: i tumpang his bike and gt a few awesome grazes thanks to his stupid tyres! its freaking painful okay,and now the marks will eternally be there.i think. LOL and i was screaming at aidil bcos he was riding the bike too fast and he kept threatening to stand up or to suddenly come to a stop. tht ass! haha anyway,after that it was all sorta boring to me. cos after all,i was the bloody medic on duty. with youwei. but we were slacking through out.cos seriously la. who in the world could get injured while playing games at ecp?hah played arnd with the shaving cream=)accidentally smack some of it onto ku's eyes while aiming for his face(i knw,aim sucks.lol) and felt super guilty cos he was wearing contacts and i fear tht he would go blind! LOL bestfriend took picture of tht shitty moment. and i swear if he'd put it up in his site,im gona KILL him. haha apart from that,nothing la.just threw a water bomb which ive saved for quite a while at fasihah,since she was freaking dry.i was just helping.lol and i was beggin ppl not to wet me cos,erm actually no reason la. haha just no mood to play or whatsoever.aint gna spare the details (: said goodbye,handshaked and stuffs to the op ppl! they are indeed an AWESOME bunch to work with and i cant wait for the next event we'll be working together once again! total defence thingy. i think. managed to slapped ku aka my syg,before i went off. LOL sang some np songs with sam in the bus.went practically nuts :D was totally heartbroken. because of well,some stuffs. but whatever la. cos im so OVER him! (: ------------------------------------ argh. chest pains. damn you frigging cough! and temp is rising=C im taking a break before returning back to my madrasah revision. weather is getting friggin weird. so dark. and its only 7? hm. and thank YOU,syg (no2.LOL) for sorta entertaining me thru this awfully boring day of mine. and i wont blanja you. NO! lol :D so i decided to call R____ ytd night bout sth this morning. but ah. i didnt. so nvm. & now im regretting it ): grrr! so i shall blog more bout my miserable lyfe later. if i can get hold on the lappy,that is. (screw bro,ohyes) i really gotta chill and start on my madrasah revision. exams is here. am not risking to fail them=X im so over you. at least,thats what i told myself when i woke up this morning (: Monday, November 19, 2007
hahahahaha!ive this weird,quirky feeling to blog today! lol life is definitely getting odd-er as time goes,i can say. take today fer instance.i felt totally sentimental and all thinking bout my au'some year back in 2005; secondary1. sure,i was frigging naive and all but the things i went through and all could never be forgotten.those geeky,irritating times. ha! and and not forgetting,we WERE the babies of the sch and it certainly felt like heaven going to school everyday of our lives. (back then,that is.) now sch just plainly ___. go ahead,fill in the blank. (: walking through the route which i evidently took almost everyday last time sure bring back LOTS of flashbacks. mostly,happy ones,but of course.heh i miss those freaking times whn danial was still as blur as a c___. hes da funniest and most entertaining ass back then. but,now hes just a ____. HA! like right now,hes screaming vulgarities at me online for duno what reason. see,told you. lol and then rahimi comes to my mind. both of them were definitely the best guys in my life,*then. lol he was really emo and all,very very different from now. but ohwell, thts how i get to know him.from the irritating neck-cracking moments. haha. guess np life wouldnt be as fun w/o him arnd and all.(i knw,he'll deny it.ha) but now hes coming back as ___,im seriously detesting it=X bleah. but whatever it is,hes definitely a great bro and all,so yaye! LOL ahh enough bout him. and enough bout those times. they'll nvr come back,anyway. lets focus on the stuffs happening now. for instance,im having sleepless night worrying bout open house. which is only like 3 days away from now?and yes,i am freaking out! lol i really,really hope the CIs wont screw me tmr or sth. all proposals done. left with sending them tmr. *praaaaays doing lots of admin stuffs,for the ferst time in my life. LOL im no longer the aic fer council. infact,im free from it all! so scratch tht! butbut im still helping aidil fer his logistics shits while hes in taiwan. im seriously begining to hate the fact tht many ppl tht i need fer now are going to taiwan fer duno how many days! and its getting on my nerves. ha andand im talking to this unknown weirdo,who apparently said that he found my name interesting.surrre.=X im falling in love with MUNCHY DONUTS that rocks like hell! not forgetting my darling,PUSH POPS. but of course : D __ is in my head,mind. aiya,hes like everywhere to me la. every malay song tht i listen to,i hear his name. lol but argh.and i miss him goddamn alot. and im not supposed to. enough said. ): GET OUT OF MY HEAD LA, ___! tskk. (maybe,this might work? ha) :) Sunday, November 18, 2007
tmr 3 meetings for council.one after another. and im the aic fer council open house. like ARRRGH. and oic fer np,too. seriously killing me man. but wth. and you're draining me. emotionally. grr. and im going super nuts. -enough said. Tuesday, November 13, 2007
im confused and down. (according to rahimi)im depressed and insecure.(according to mua.LOL) whatever it is,ill get over it. i have to lar! lol anyway,im so down that my dearest pigg, NICHOLAS TANG WAI KIT will blanja me, a shopping spree tmr! hahahaah,hes really a nice guy la. and im still wondering whether hes kidding or not.LOL=X but thanks fer da concern anyway (: im seeing you again tmr. aiya whtever la! lol Monday, November 12, 2007
OMG,IM LIKE FINALLY BACK! :)atc was ooookay la. slacker. prefer last year grp tho.heh in group DELTA.let me try name all of them ahh; fathin!,junice,peiting,boonping,chaixing,jasiman,lawrence, ystze(?),atiqah,nazirah,chu ping,kenneth,lihong and some others whom i might have forgotten.LOL paiseh.stm :) da grp was okaaaay i guess.LOTS of hot guys.cept that they were SO quiet.ha thank god ive umang2 with me=)ci was vinson sir.(whos SUPER LAME.lol) our performance was KANASAI at ferst,but ah managed to cover our butts. cant believe tht we only start to practise our performance like 8mins before the campfire?! and SL ROCKS! (SL=song leaders!) =) eventhough campfire was supeeer crap cos of (argh.nvm),i still LOVE my fellow song leaders who seriously rock my night la!all so high one!:) i swear campfire was so crap tht rizal and i wanted to almost jump into the fire and just burn alive there or something. lost my freaking voice. before campfire even begins. lol. like SERIOUSLY LA. felt so depressed,but ohwell.haha. before goin fr rafting,had blisters tht are WHT THE HELL. umang2 too!lol went fer da intermediate rope thingy.did only one of the course i guess. freaked out,had chest pains,took the ladder and cried out of shock when i reached the bottom. LOL no really,i was so disappointed i couldnt complete it just bcs of my extreme fear of height. haiz =( but aiya nvm la.lol orienteering sucks. sang until no more voice. wear poncho and look like some retarded idiot in ubin. drenched with both sweat & bloody rain. and weather sucks! very very hot,den suddenly rain.and vice versa. and OHYA,my tent was also infested with bloody ant nest. (like wth!) and my tent was so nicely done lah!almost cried okay=X and ive got bitten by the ants,tooo.legs look beautiful.enough said =D ate only arnd half maggie mee fer every meal.(share with umang2!) no moood.too tired anyway.they said the water contains more CHLORINE than last year,but i think it tasted better anyway! ironic,bt,ya.LOL :) and ohya,im sooooooooo freaking tanned i hate myself. SO BLACK!): haha. i think thats bout it la fer atc,perhaps,ive forgotten also. hahaaa. and yt have 2 bestcampers!;STEPH && VICTORIA. =DD 3 cheers fer them! (= i kept looking at him,like hes so cute!and he talked to me a few times in just a day,and i was so excited tht i dint even feel tht i was tired. LOL the power of love,peepol! haha. ---------- today went to requee(?) with the opss peeepol.went to east coast. only 3 yt ppl turned up and 5 from opss. pathetic,no really. haha weather was a pain the ass!;rained nonstop in the morning. but then it was okay in the afternoon,like that ah. it was quite fun i guess. we rented bikes bcos the lcation which we want to go to is SUPER far. so cycle like some crazy idiots,talking,& lauging our asses off! :) bestfriend couldnt cycle so he ride with ku, hahahaha. but ah thinking bout him makes me sad. he likes someone else. ARGH. which explains my nick in msn right now. but what the hell,i just knew him like a few days from atc.but well iono. before i sleeep during camp,i think bout him okay! and it works. haha! but ah well,nvm.starting to be depressed again =( feeeling feverish,and very very tired.slept only for a few hours. whole body aching and butt hurts from cycling. (haha!) BESTFRIEND says hes blogging bout mua,ahh lets see? hah! this weds gotta go to opss fer another meeting,8am.im still sad la.lol but i get to see him! wait,is tht even a good thing?sigh bro wana use com.I MISS MY LAPPY.! ): but wth,die2 i will use tmr. dont care la. haha. i want chat with my daaarlings =) we can hear the voices singing. they seem to say, you have stolen my heart, now dont go away. -adapted from moonlight bay.np song (: iloveyou. is that oh so wrong?. there.shattered. Thursday, November 01, 2007
----------------kesunyian ini terlalu indah,walaupun pahit untuk menelan. walaupun pedih,sanggupku tahan dan ku relakannya. walaupun jauh,tapi jelas. jiwaku menyentuh jiwamu. go ahead sue me for being so freaking jiwang right now. but what the hell. haiz,doubt i can take this pain anymore. and hell no,im not gna cut. well,you'll never know. but i swear to god if i dont get better by tmr or sth, i might as well kill myself or sth. LOL " ILL BE OKAY. MCFLY. " 7.19pm ------------------ he called me a freaking bitch. and i kept quiet. am i supposed to fight and defend my right as not being one? and being the ass i am,i just plainly broke down. i thought i knew him,and vice versa. but hell,was i wrong. what he said kept me up the night,thinking. i freaking cried. and cried. he hurt me so bad,he'll never know how much it hurts. that smile,has faded. you know me better than anyone. now we can pretend you never even knew me. how hard should I fall before it's my turn to be heard. how much pain should I show on my face before you listen to a word. how bad should I hurt? how much is enough? :( ahhhh,school was okay=) ate with the usual two at kfc. we(mostly them la not me) were bored,so they decided to play around my with my awesome camera phone. lol yz took sam's face,herr OWN mouth(weird,i noe.lol),a very nice heart shape formed by her hands and my bk. heh and lastly,we took photos of our eyes. LOL go ahead,guess which is whose.hahahah was really bored in the bus otw home. so decided to take a pic of the road which i find amazing prettaye[: and deres da taxi which gave the extra effect which made da pic look even more ahhhh,awesome? haha. :) ahhhhh,ill take pic of almost anything tht i find nice la.aiyo.lol so here are some of the raaaandom pics! : D       
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