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Sunday, February 24, 2008
couldnt go to HRC.last minute,mum couldnt attend PTR. thanks to fugging dad. who screamt all the bad werds early in the morning. even if he dont give a damn bout my results,must he really drag my mum too? like wtf laa. cried all the way to school. didnt have anyone to talk to. just kept quiet,and tried to behave normally. got a feeling mum have to meet the principal. like argh wtf. results are seriously demoralising me. shouldnt they be doing the exact opposite? haiz. perhaps,i do need to see the school counselor =X and dude,you aint making it easy for me either. and i was counting on you. to make my day or sth. but argh,you sure can let a girl down easy. and nono,i aint gona break down anymore. lifes a nightmare. everyday of it. wad have i done to deserve all this? :( Monday, February 18, 2008
had a bad day,sorta la ah.ferst lesson;pure geog.mrlim 'purposely' wanted us to feel shitty and all that. urgh n he especially keep giving me hints like i fail and stuffs. i cant believe im gona flunk again? like wtf? after so much effort into the friggin paper tht i dont even want to take! sigh. i tried super duper hard not think bout it the whole day. then eng was FUN to the max,as usual (: and malay was ____. (insert werd) pe was horrible.almost died during the 2.4 run,i swear la.lol timing improved sorta tremendously to 15.16. couldnt be any happier :) esp cos i beat so many ppl whom i thought i wouldnt be able to beat. hah! dumbass made fun of me bout my timing,pulled my fringe violently and he gt scolded by sam. HAH like duh la,so the rough sia. lol then i sought revenge by pulling down his shorts and REVEAL his beloved boxers when we were walking up the stairs to our class. and when i did tht,a few lower sec girls were there so yeah,HAHAHA. and he was like cursing me upside down. wooo. revenge is s-weeeet! :) then sorta da same thing after sch also. im seriously hating him like hell man. lol then talked to rahimi in the canteen fer awhile. zhihao and i helped him with the watch tower thingy. i was 'forced' by rahimi and val to go up.halfway up,i was already screaming my ass off and thought id died while climbing or sth. seriously la,it was only a mere 3-storey high?and i already FREAKED out like shit like that.what more fer HRC on this coming sat?! OMGLA im like so so freaking out man.LOL been thinking bout it fer awhile now.argh and i told rahimi tht i dint want to go and he sorta scolded me.bugger.lol so conclusion;ill NEVER be able to get over my stupid fear of height. and that ill die of shock at HRC this sat and i pray that even if i do cry, (which most prob i will_-) it better not be infront of __. if not,ill like seriously kill myself or sth laa. haha sigh,how pathetic can i get? gaaaahhh anyway gtg. many shits are coming up. like argh10 lets see;ive A maths(manymany qns),an essay,malay ws all by tmr. like wtfomgla. and still have to prepare fer tmr training! sigh. and and mr soh put me incharge of the NE booth thingy which is to be prepared by erm this fri fer thr stupid ug niche thingy? and WOAH,he told me bout it so 'early' sey.now im stressing out cos alot have to be done and most of the shits have been long thrown away ): argh, stress stress. but at least,keeps me distracted and not think of you. no wait,im so over you. so yeah. no,really la! woooo! (: happiest person alive? ahhh maybe. :)
Sunday, February 17, 2008
 another typical sunday,at my 2nd home;wdls lib (: with dearest BUGGERS to study with aka carl & kj. who joined us later.us=me,fasihah & 2 monkeys; dan & dil. lol as usual dumbass shahril kept fighting with me. like urgh. haha duno whats wrong with him.like to cari pasal with me. haa we fought bout english la,almost everything.and the other 2 were pissed at us most of the time. lol (cari pasal = find fault) wahahah. ate at mac. blabla. they made fun of me. seriously,im so getting used to it. :) lol and when bloody kj came,i was tortured even worse laa.HA they threw my slippers,bag,things all over the place.bloody hell.lol then i pulled dumbass' fringe and he pulled mine.and aiya. bottomline;its freaking painful and my head is still throbbing now! basket case laa he. lol argh kk wadever. haha anyway studied,talked blabla. went home. wooo! ytd,talked to dumbass on the phone. made me realise n sorta understand guys even MORE.think so la ah.lol n made me realise how diff it is to be in a relationship at such a fragile age. but yeah,i guess its all bout understanding and being matured. but goooood news reader(s)! im like SO over ___! like woo! and im serious la. ive stopped thinking bout him and stuffs. heh reason? ahh easy,my results are slipping. and hes seriously not worth it laaa. waste of time? yeah. id rather fall in love with history and not in a guy. i mean if i were to get gd results in my exams (mainly O's),then the effect would be for a life time.fer a guy,how long can the happiness last? seriously la,people think bout it. ohmygod,i sound so..erm different. lol ahh,perhaps ive seen the light? surre. hahaha and my used-to be fav phrase, which is also my mantra fer this period of time; "teenage romance don't last. seriously" -and its better to believe now,then its too late :) aite dats it. bro..argh. nvm im so over you,and im really really glad :) im over you. maybe not yet..
Thursday, February 14, 2008
   another heart-breaking valentines. sigh. ohwell. i brought 8 presents to give to ppl and surprisingly many others also gave. and i was super paiseh la cos cant like you know exchange n stuffs? so i just smiled and wished them! hahaha!i mean,wht to else can do?lol but seriously,the lil gifts(mostly chocs,WOO!)really made my day la. the pic shows some of them only.the rest are in my stomach.HA :) eventho it was kinda depressing fer me cos well yeah,shits happened. but ahhh i feel LOVED man with the wishes,gifts and all! :D so,thank you people! YOU GUYS ARE SO LOVED MY MUA! lol=) and shubaa gave me a choc with a message inside(refers to pic2) -"Hey,why not?" and i was furious cos wth la.wht kind msg is that!? LOL and then in the morning sam gave me a fortune cookie. msg is the ferst pic -"Today you might acquire some good kismet".like woah. tried to find a bloody dict but apparently no one has it. hahaha so went home,found out the meaning of kismet! :) KISMET="things that will happen to you in your life= fate" which means tht im supposed to have good fate today? riight. like HAHAHA la. but i seriously do love this piece of shit. :) LOL! then sam says tht the choc thingy answers the fortune cookie thingy. which is freakishly true. LOL i mean like yeah,but errr nvm la! haha and i was supposed to be watching PS.i love you just now. with ___. but argh,its all over now. sigh =( and everytime i see him,i just wanted to break down and cry. but ahh,gotta be strong and smile and live thru the friggin day(s). and my mantra fer today was;DONT be a sour grape,smile cos thrs nth else i can do,forget bout him cos hes just plainly not worth it. and ytd night,my big fat mouth just caused me the BIGGEST HEARTACHE ever in my life la. haiz. i have to stop thinking bout you. esp fer the sake of my studies. yes yes. you're just my _____. woo. okay done,IM OVER YOU :) -okay,thts so fake. it aint dat easy. lol argh gtg now.have to do 1 unit of every 10yr series.like WTFLA. hahaha. and erm prepare np full u fer tmr ttd -_ and erm one friggin haiku fer eng class,idiotic. lol and and to do again fasihah vday present :) naivity kills. esp when your psychotic,messed-up heart is playing tricks on you. Labels: heartbreaking valentines Saturday, February 09, 2008
so i fell in love with this huge card which is saw arnd 2 weeks ago.i was filled with hope tht somehow,id be able to get it. and i saw it again just now. right infront of me. just that this time,emotions ran wild. and i teared. cos i knew the chance of getting tht friggin card is gone. eh wait,it wasnt even there in the ferst place. who the hell am i kidding? and argh wtfnjskrh4kjhl. i have to stop thinking bout it. and never say 'i love you' unless you really mean it. because someone can do something crazy like believing it hohoho. im broken. no,make it shattered. oh so badly. i just pray that you get knock dwn or sth :P It's hard to tell yourself that you aren't in love when the only time you smile is when you think of the one who broke your heart. Labels: ARGH-enough said MY PLEDGE :)
i pledge allegiance to my heart that if i were to ever fall for anymat/non-mat(HA)/idiot/bastard/dope/asshole, at this long long period of time, ill severely deal with myself. with dire consequences. lol and id rather be a nun cos it'll be so FREEEEEEEEEE la :DDDD HAHAHAHA ohwell,gtg study with bestfriend,dan and dil. wooooo. functions/graphs & mensuration,HERE I COME! :) Labels: id rather be a nun :) moron's gotta start studying! hahaha
Friday, February 08, 2008
was supposed to have plans today.but ah,shits happen? so yeah. hahaha and promises are meant to be broken. enough said. lol im feeling super super down right now. you have a million over ways to bring me down. and boy,guess what? you just did. and im supposed to be studying. so ___ everything else and study you moron! sigh. have you ever felt like a piece of you is gone forever? Labels: forever gone, STUDY LA random v-day post. lol
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
valentines just days away.and its making me depressed,once again. year,after year is the same old thing. gah what a life. hahaha ohyeah, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY CHIAXING! :) its the day after tmr but yeah,advance.you're in msia anyway. lol sigh,seriously dreading valentines. cmon,gimme a rose,chocolate or sth! and and i still want to watch PS.I Love You! i love you!so want to be my valentine or sth? LOL -random :) im so pathetic. urgh! HAHAHAHA Labels: ah damn valentines HAHA,STUPID LIFE LAA
anyone can give me a good reason to blog?cos life's been a serious blackhole. and i just feel like well,doing nth. perhaps its due to the extreme pressure the teachers have been putting on us both academically and in our ccas as well? argh. bummer. been sleeping 1+ everyday of my god damn life. without avail. lol needless to say,my eyebags are getting PRETTIER by the day. haha mugging for term tests is seriously killing me. like wtfsfnjrnxn! lol but just 2 more papers to go. n erm i still have many other papers to go, including freaking o's. god. how can i ever like forgot? _- gah np's getting on my nerves.seriously. good enough i even attend the freaking goh trainings. cos if its up to me,id rather spend the time mugging my way through o's. no life i know,but wth.its called life.since when has it ever been nice to me anyway?lol but just want some people to understand;term tests,TONS of hwks,long hrs of sch, revision (oh for god's sake.lol),trainings. =making us nuts? think bout it=) and sec4s n 5s just received a prj.for a NEW badge. like i care? lol ive been slacking through council. thats for sure. doesnt see it needing me for the time being. just like old times,sigh. today had cny celebration.great job sec3s for the job well done :D still rmb doing last year's cny.ALONE.cos my partner is a friggin slacker?duh. lol i felt super unappreciated la.like nobody even congrats me or what shit!? hah but whtever la ah.its bout me serving the council.and nth else. lol argh,enough whining. damn it. lol anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! may you guys have a fab-celebration and a really good rest! ha :) sam and cx are in msia. hahaha. yz's stuck with her memories with ____. danial's too busy with his darling,____. lol rahimi and his ci shits. LOL and you're too busy flirting with everyone (else). go ahead,ignore me when you see for ALL I CARE. just so you know,only smsing me at night aint gona make this work. and i seriously hate you like wtfomgla. like argh! and no,im NOT jealous. tsk. ego sey,ain. hahaha and ive just straightened my friggin curly fringe, using a bloody cheapo cream.LOL but i dont think its that straight _- basket laa. haha and its super,SUPER long. bwahaha. finally! but im still a councillor so hello scissors,goodbye long fringe! :( confessions; im not okay. at least for now. sigh but im still S-MILING! HAHAHA :) cos its holidays for gods sake! but i still needa study. grr hahaha,ape pe la ain. did i mention how much i love FASIHAH? :) OUT! Labels: happy cny people :), i need a break picture of rahimi's present! ;D
Friday, February 01, 2008
 tada! can read? if you cant,then TOO BAD! lol alrite,im sweeet i know la. dont have to remind me. hahaha! (: happy birthday rahimi! :)
aha. so mant things/shits happened.what a life man. seriously. haha. anyway today np was wooooooo. lol had pt. was the medic of thee day! fer sec1s,tht is. hah :) so many casualties.girls-either from shock or stomach cramp. guys-leg(and other parts also) cramp.see la.dont want do warm up properly.lol panicked for some time cos one had and asthma attack & NO INHALER! thts why thank god danial is asthmatic and so he has one,so yeah. haha!=) ran arnd the sch like mad(seriously,u shud hve seen us!lol),did campcraft. taught them only like 3 knots?pathetic but yeah.they sec1 only whaat. hah and mr shaiful said that my fingers are small.like wth.eventho its true la. hes a friggin sec1 but his fingers are like so much BIGGER than mine. ARGH! lol and i bullied him and blabla. hes seriously cute la can. woo! hahaha today is rahimi's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY,RAHIMI! hes like seriously old la.17.LOL not like me. still 15. haha! i hope he like the present that i gave him tho its not erm long-lasting?heh sorry ah,cos thts like the only present i could think of to give him. lol its pathetic but still! i spent pretty much the WHOLE night ytd baking the freaking cupcakes.and yes,i hate piping out the words.handwriting sucks.HAHA anyway,its nice la okay.and i promise,my cooking WONT kill anyone one laa. at least i dont think so. LOL anyway its so nice tht i gave fathin to try and she wanted the recipe almost immediately! hahahaha! so makcik2 sia umang=) i shall upload the pic of the 'present' in the next entry. its sweet i know. HAHA erm and many got the wrong idea upon seeing the gift_- like wth laa can. its just erm 24 cupcakes with letterings on them what! haha and and tht weirdo even bought a cake fer us,the ncos i think.so weird. cos erm its HIS bday.then why buy for us?hahaha,its really nice of him to do so tho :) loads of thanks on behalf of thee ncos alrite? :) ahh,alrite.i just somehow or rather came back.smelly and tired. lol i shall perhaps read my MALAY(no,ur eyes aint paying tricks on you.LOL) book. and then perhaps start revsing for the 3 bloody papers on monday.like wtf? haha malay paper ytd was OKAY-lah. in other words; plain crap. lol eng paper today was irritating la. dint had time to even count my summary words. am praying super hard that i didnt exceed the max no of werds! =X my vocab was jialat. enough said ;D ironically,i LOVE vocab =( fasihah met ku just now! like argh! seriously la. how unfair can life get? damn! hahah tsk. i hate u fasihah! LOL pure geog. social studies. history. imagine.im having these 3 papers ALL on monday. like wtfhshjhxrf!? i mean seriously la.give us a break! do we look like we're robots to you? my god man. and we also have normal lessons after tht,mind you. urgh! i think the sch's trying to drive us insane and go to IMH or sth=l smelly and tired ass signing out. woooo! :) tell me bout it.. haiz Labels: eng was WTH LA, np training-pt wooo, rahimi's birthday
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