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♥ ZURAIN;zoo-raa-intemasek poly; junior yr. pharmaceutical sci! :D :D SHORT,and happy with it.(: loud. laughs at every single little thing. chocolates,donuts and icecream make her smile like a kuku!:P loves her one,and only ♥ and oh, i am anti-veggies. ty (:
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Sunday, November 08, 2009
fights. ironically, its one of the things which i hated most butit also always get to me, in whtever situation im in. fights amongst my family is never ending, fights with cousins (sometimes,misunderstandings,tht is) fights with besties (last time, but nw no since i hardly see them neway) fights with gfs in school (i dont knw if wht we're having is a fight, or cold shoulder but whtever it is, i hate it. but whtever, maybe i deserve it) fights with him. my love. my one and only. my everything. she's a major loser in whtever she does. she always make him cry, and doesnt even knw wht she did,wht went wrong. she hates guys who kuat binget, but nvr fails to be close to them, getting hurt in the process, and feeling shitty every other time. its bad enough her dad and bro are the 'awesomest' guys in the whole wide Universe. having to go thru life all these years had nvr been easy, and is not either now. she gotta stop affecting ppl, erasing the smiles of the ppl she love, stop making them cry(w/o knwing why), stop being ungrateful to him, stop making him angry by reducing my foul language, stop making people regret in knwing her. its bad enough, thrs hardly ppl arnd her who do truly care. some pretend to, some perhaps truly do, but maybe she just doesnt knw it. sometimes i think i care too much bout other ppl feelings tht, w/o realising it i tend to frget bout my own. frget that i can hurt,too. that im just an ordiary 17yr old girl who's life aint all tht great afterall. that i bleed to knw tht im alive, i cry when i couldnt take it anymore, i smile when good things happen, and feel loved, whenever he's around. i think im having a major pms now, and i soo need my gfs to talk to. but wth. i dont have any in poly. awesome. cept fer sasha tht is, but dint really talk to her just now. just alil. stupid hwk. i dont mind telling him anything and everything but sometimes, its hard when i keep hurting him in every lil way. its like hurting myself. how stupid can i get? i want to stop the hurting,pronto! and he's awfully sick now. since this morning. i really hope it aint my fault. tho i really feel guilty bout it. making him teared and all. i hope he'll get well soon. and im sorry for everything.. im not such a good gf,after all am i? but nvm, ill be fine. ill try to be better, i promise. and zura never break her promises, doesnt she? oh, you'll really start to hate yourself when all you can do is ERASE the smiles of the people you love. Labels: bitch
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